Blah is the only word to describe it. I don’t know if it’s the weather or the job hunt or what. I’m tired. All I want to do is veg in bed. My infectious disease doc gave me permission to do just that. But I feel guilty if I’m not up and around.
I don’t want to cuddle with the kitties, I just want to put a shell up around myself. My knee still hurts and walking any great distance leads to pain. I know I should get on top of the PT stuff but it seems like it will just take too much energy.
At this point I’m babbling because I have no real reason for feeling like this.
I’m gonna take my meds and head off to bed. I’m definitely anxious right now so the Klonopin will help.