Screw It

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I told Dr. P I’m not coming back.  I don’t want any medication.  I don’t want to go to the hospital (like I have a choice with work).  I don’t want a referral to a new psychiatrist.  I don’t want anything.

I told Dr. K I wasn’t coming back.  I don’t want any more of the injections.  I don’t want any more PT.  He can cancel the appointment for the MRI and the appointment with the oncologist (I have have fatty tumor growing on my right leg, almost always benign).  I don’t want any more medication.

 

Screw it.  I may just quit my job and go home.  Like there’s anything there for me.  But I can’t do it anymore.

Most of all I just wish I could die.  I hate me and I hate my life.  Just fuck it.

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About katm

I'm just your typical depressed donkey. I'm an abuse survivor. I deal with the pain and stiffness and other fun stuff that goes with fibromyalgia. I used to teach English for a living but because of my health, that isn't any option anymore. I love to cook and feel most in my element when I'm in the kitchen tinkering around.

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