Fatigue is hitting me hard. I feel like all I’ve done is slept the last two days. Last night I had to take Gidgette into the e-vet because she was vomiting bile. On my bed… why always on my bed?
Tonight I went to the store just to get bread, peanut butter and jelly. It seems like the only thing I can eat lately without feeling sick. And the most I can usually eat is half a sandwich, usually less.
I’m worried about Gidgette.
Tomorrow is a holiday. I’d love to go out to take pictures. But all I can think of is sleep. Just that short trip to the store sapped all my energy.
I guess all I can do is take it one day at a time. I’ll talk to Dr. P about it on Tuesday. Maybe I’m on too much stuff. I know the gabapentin makes me sleepy, but the pain goes up too much if I lower the dosage.
I hate my body and I hate myself.