Or I’m trying to keep by head in the here and now. Yesterday was a very bad day.
Tomorrow I have to go get a health exam for my visa renewal. At least the worst of that is walking through the hall with a dixie cup of urine. You heard me right. The last time, they couldn’t even provide specimin bottles. No wonder Korean health care is so cheep.
I had to push Ivory away tonight. I couldn’t stand the tactile stimulation. The TV is off and the lights are off. Only thing on is my fan for white noise. My anxiety is so high, I can’t tolderate the smallest bit of external stimulation.
And of course, I go back to Finding Nemo and Dori for inspiration…