That’s the only way to describe how I feel. Nothing seems worth the effort. Kids want to speak Korean in class…. go ahead. I can’t force you to stop. I can’t make you do your homework. I can’t make you care. There’s only so much I can do as a teacher. I try to make lessons fun and engaging. But when the kids don’t care… well it makes me stop caring.
You know those old Loony Toons or Tom & Jerry cartoons… the ones where someone gets tapped on the head with a hammer and falls into a million pieces? Yeah. That’s how I feel. There’s nothing inside of me.
Vacation didn’t really help. It was an excuse to stay in bed all day and sleep. I know I should have gotten out and done something. Best I could do was make it to Dr. P’s office and the ortho to get my knee drained.
I just want to hide away. *sigh*