I posted a few weeks ago about a fit of jealousy I had. After talking it over with a friend, I decided to email Eric about it. I was absolutely terrified waiting for a response. And when I saw it had come, I was even more scared. I didn’t know if I really wanted to read what he had to say. I think I knew deep down that he wouldn’t be angry or hate me, but those were the fears I had. The thing that helped me the most was him saying “If you can’t tell, I don’t think less of you for the thoughts, and I do think more of you for the actions.”
It was definitely a relief. And in the end, I’m glad I told him how I was feeling. Talking about it with him helped a lot. And knowing that he understood where I was coming from made me feel less like a freak.