Two days in a row now I’ve tried to do my grocery shopping. Two days in a row I’ve come home with nothing. Last night I went to LotteMart to see the doctor and get my Zoloft prescription renewed. After doing that I headed to the grocery section and promptly had a panic attack. I managed to get out of there in one piece and walked the mile home because I didn’t think I could stand being cooped up in a cab with an insane driver.
I knew I had to go back to LotteMart today because the pharmacy didn’t have enough Zoloft to fill the entire prescription (in all fairness, I’m probably the only person who gets it from them and they probably weren’t expecting the doctor to double the dosage). So I went back and picked up the rest of my Zoloft. I headed downstairs to the grocery section, got a cart and started for the produce. I don’t know how long I was in there, probably only a few minutes. I had another panic attack. I had to get out of there. Again, I walked home because I couldn’t deal with the cabs.
I know the crowds are worse right now because of the upcoming holiday. But I didn’t think they would impact me quite this much. I’m not even sure if the crowds were worse than usual last night, but I know they were worse today.
I’ve decided that I’ll catch a cab to HomePlus early tomorrow morning. They’re open 24 hours and I’ve been there at like 10 AM on a Sunday and it’s not very crowded at all. That’s the only way I’m going to get my shopping done.